Needing it – badly

Needing it – badlySince my introduction to sex with men a few years before, I had handled and sucked off quite a few cocks and I have to say, many years on, it has been a lifetime of cock sucking pleasure. I had recently started to cum properly, my cock had grown, my voice deepened and hair sprouted in odd places.My first proper cum had come as a bit of a shock. One day I was wanking away with nothing but a pleasant sensation and a dribble of pre-cum to mark the event and the next I was pumping out great spurts of the creamy white stuff, very nice, but messy if you are not suitably prepared.My problem now was that I had this terrible need in my bum hole. In short I was desperate to get myself fucked. I had had many fingers probe my tight little hole, but never the real bursa escort thing.I knew that I needed to prepare myself for losing the cherry so set about stretching the little orifice at every available opportunity. To that end I made three hardwood cocks in three sizes, small, medium and just a bit bigger. I purchased a large tub of Vaseline and was set to prepare myself. At the age I was I had no idea about dildos or vibrators, even if they existed then, which I doubt. To me with my practical leanings the obvious answer was to make something myself.For months I used my home made cocks on myself and quickly discovered that they made wanking far more enjoyable, in fact I found that I could cum, hands free.I also worked out that the best way to dispose of all this spunk bursa escort bayan was to drink it, so I adopted the method of cumming into a glass and then to drink it down.Being now what I considered suitably prepared I set abut getting myself fucked. I knew a public toilets in a park within walking distance where “queers” met up, so one summers evening I set off. As I had hoped thee were several occupants and I was attracted to one in particular. We embraced holding each others hard cocks and I whispered in his ear that I was desperate to get fucked.My new friend led me from the building, through the park and through a fence with loose boards. It was an ideal meeting spot, a factory wall on one side and a high wooden fence on the other with both ends blocked escort bursa off.Two young men were taking turns to suck each others cocks at the far end and took little notice of us. My friend was caressing my bum and already had his trousers and shorts round his ankles. I bent over and gave his cock a short suck and then offered my rear end having quickly inserted a finger full of Vaseline. Oh the joy of feeling that hot cock push its way into me and the gentle thrusts as it fucked me. The two young men came over to watch and one reached under me and started to wank me off. Within a very short while I pumped out a series of thick spurts of cum, much to the delight of the wanker. All too soon my friend reached his climax and filled me full of his jiz and what a wonderful feeling that was.The two young men took a turn at me, at my invitation and I was able to suck my original lovers cock clean for him whilst being buggered the second time.They say you never forget your first time and I never forgot mine.